"a problem you have had"
I'm thinking that by the end of this they had run out of SENSIBLE topics...
Anyone who has lived past the age of 5 has had a buzillion problems...
Anyways (said in the voice of Ellen) I'm going to go with body image since that is one I am really struggling with these days. It seems I wake up every morning and before I even open my eyes the negative talk starts... And it can be triggered by anything - the position I am sleeping in or (heaven forbid) if I'm not cold...
I actually was planning on blogging about this later today anyway but since it ties in here I'll ask now... Has anyone ever intentionally taken a step back in recovery? I am considering it because I am wondering if going back will actually let me step forward more strongly... I feel like I am "fake getting better" here and it's not a feel I relish so I am considering stepping back to better step forward... I know this is rather vague but it's intentional so I don't trigger any of my recovery friends...
+++what's your take on my solution to my current "problem"?+++
2 comments:
Have you talked w/ your doc about your plan? I have no idea if this is a good idea or not, so maybe someone who can help you w/ any unexpected side effects could be a better voice.
My concerns would be:
- physical consequences (more pain etc)
- liking the step back too much.
I have really been trying to wrap my head around this and it sounds like a not good thing. It sounds like ED making an excuse.Maybe I don't get it?
Right now I want to go backwards. No excuses. No spin on it.
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