Hmmm... I think that many of the choices that are being made right now are being made for me - but with my consent and my best interest in mind so it's ok
+++what about you, who's making your decisions right now?+++
Saturday, December 31, 2011
50 questions finished!!!!
50. Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you
Hmmm... I think that many of the choices that are being made right now are being made for me - but with my consent and my best interest in mind so it's ok
+++what about you, who's making your decisions right now?+++
Hmmm... I think that many of the choices that are being made right now are being made for me - but with my consent and my best interest in mind so it's ok
+++what about you, who's making your decisions right now?+++
50 questions #49
49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?
No! Nope I don't even remember it today... Vaguely remember that I went for a walk (48 freaking degrees at the end of december? You can bet your sweet booty i went walking!) at some point...But other than that it was a day of nothingness
+++what'd you do yesterday?+++
No! Nope I don't even remember it today... Vaguely remember that I went for a walk (48 freaking degrees at the end of december? You can bet your sweet booty i went walking!) at some point...But other than that it was a day of nothingness
+++what'd you do yesterday?+++
Friday, December 30, 2011
Friday fill in
Another great fill in from
http://fridayfillins.blogspot.com/2011/12/happy-new-year-to-all-of-you-and.html
Happy New Year to all of you!!! And...here we go!
1. Wait, wait I HAVEN'T ACHIEVED MY RESOLUTIONS - THE YEAR CAN'T BE OVER!!!
2. THIS YEAR is a little different WE WILL BE CELEBRATING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A NEW HOME!!!
3. In addition, WE WONT BE SEEING MY SISTER (being catty here but YAY for the no toxicity)
4. STAYING IN AND (me falling asleep early) PLAYING GAMES AND WATCHING THE BALL DROP is the way we do it here!
5. At the end of the year, I like to LOOK FORWARD TO THE NEW AND STOP LIVING IN THE PAST
6. SPRING! AND WALKS IN THR WOODS WITH PUPSTER is one of the things I'm looking forward to in 2012.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to WELL ITS NOT TONIGHT BUT THIS AFTERNOON IM GOING TO TEA WITH PUPSTER AT THE BREEDERS HOME! tomorrow my plans include DROPPING OFF PRESENTS FROM CHRISTMAS 2011 AND 2010 AT MY GODMOTHERS I WILL NOT START ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT GIVIBG THEM TO HER! and Sunday, I want to GET OUTSIDE, WALK, AND WELCOME A HAPPY HEALTHY 2012!!!
http://fridayfillins.blogspot.com/2011/12/happy-new-year-to-all-of-you-and.html
Happy New Year to all of you!!! And...here we go!
1. Wait, wait I HAVEN'T ACHIEVED MY RESOLUTIONS - THE YEAR CAN'T BE OVER!!!
2. THIS YEAR is a little different WE WILL BE CELEBRATING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A NEW HOME!!!
3. In addition, WE WONT BE SEEING MY SISTER (being catty here but YAY for the no toxicity)
4. STAYING IN AND (me falling asleep early) PLAYING GAMES AND WATCHING THE BALL DROP is the way we do it here!
5. At the end of the year, I like to LOOK FORWARD TO THE NEW AND STOP LIVING IN THE PAST
6. SPRING! AND WALKS IN THR WOODS WITH PUPSTER is one of the things I'm looking forward to in 2012.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to WELL ITS NOT TONIGHT BUT THIS AFTERNOON IM GOING TO TEA WITH PUPSTER AT THE BREEDERS HOME! tomorrow my plans include DROPPING OFF PRESENTS FROM CHRISTMAS 2011 AND 2010 AT MY GODMOTHERS I WILL NOT START ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT GIVIBG THEM TO HER! and Sunday, I want to GET OUTSIDE, WALK, AND WELCOME A HAPPY HEALTHY 2012!!!
50 questions #48
48. What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
I love memories and people and stuff and I learned I don't love things. I have been trying to express my love lately by spending time and thought for the people I love - hence making most Christmas gifts. I hope they realize it is love!
Mostly, I love these 2 faces!!
+++how do you show your love?+++
Thursday, December 29, 2011
50 questions #47
47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
ALL THE TIME! I feel like the fact that I can hear myself breathe is a commentary on my being overweight - the hubster reminds me that if I wasn't breathing I'd be dead and so it's okay ;-) sometimes I am certain I drive him crazy!!!
+++does the sound of your own breath distress you? Or am I alone in my craziness?+++
ALL THE TIME! I feel like the fact that I can hear myself breathe is a commentary on my being overweight - the hubster reminds me that if I wasn't breathing I'd be dead and so it's okay ;-) sometimes I am certain I drive him crazy!!!
+++does the sound of your own breath distress you? Or am I alone in my craziness?+++
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
50 questions # 46
46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
Wait, am *i* included in that nobody? Because if I am I'd live my life completely different - I am my own worst judge and my own harshest critic!
+++are you your own worst judge?+++
Wait, am *i* included in that nobody? Because if I am I'd live my life completely different - I am my own worst judge and my own harshest critic!
+++are you your own worst judge?+++
50 questions #45
45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
Because who likes to make mistakes? Who likes to fail or fall? Nobody!
+++are you able to look at mistakes as learning experiences?+++
Because who likes to make mistakes? Who likes to fail or fall? Nobody!
+++are you able to look at mistakes as learning experiences?+++
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
50 questions #44
44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
Anytime that you can do what you know is right you should, in my opinion. Sometimes though that is much harder a practice than it is a concept.
And although this isn't what they meant today I did what was right by taking pupster out on a walk in the woods because it is what his soul (and mine) needed forgetting that the weather man said it'll snow! We are almost back to the car so I think we dun good!
+++when was the last time you did what you knew was right regardless of the consequence?+++
Anytime that you can do what you know is right you should, in my opinion. Sometimes though that is much harder a practice than it is a concept.
And although this isn't what they meant today I did what was right by taking pupster out on a walk in the woods because it is what his soul (and mine) needed forgetting that the weather man said it'll snow! We are almost back to the car so I think we dun good!
+++when was the last time you did what you knew was right regardless of the consequence?+++
50 questions # 43
43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
Ahhh - I am alive but I'm envious of those I see living! Living is going places and enjoying yourself and not being afraid of your own shadow.
+++are you alive or living?+++
Ahhh - I am alive but I'm envious of those I see living! Living is going places and enjoying yourself and not being afraid of your own shadow.
+++are you alive or living?+++
Monday, December 26, 2011
50 questions # 42
Hallelujah there's an end in sight!!!
42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?
Yup! And pretty sure I've reduced it by more than that in the unattainable quest for pretty and thin and in control of... Well I'm not exactly sure what it is I'm supposedly in control of here but that's the goal, right?
+++would you reduce your life for fame, fortune, or beauty?+++
42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?
Yup! And pretty sure I've reduced it by more than that in the unattainable quest for pretty and thin and in control of... Well I'm not exactly sure what it is I'm supposedly in control of here but that's the goal, right?
+++would you reduce your life for fame, fortune, or beauty?+++
50 questions # 41
41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
F no! This question sucks!
F no! This question sucks!
Sunday, December 25, 2011
50 questions #40
40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
I am not sure I understand this question... I think it is asking when I last went into something sorta without knowing... Probably in buying the wee house...
+++what do you think this question means?+++
I am not sure I understand this question... I think it is asking when I last went into something sorta without knowing... Probably in buying the wee house...
+++what do you think this question means?+++
Saturday, December 24, 2011
50 questions #39
39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
Most of my days feel like one long never ending day... I don't think of it like groundhog day but more like "the song that never ends"
+++when was the last time you had dejavu?+++
Most of my days feel like one long never ending day... I don't think of it like groundhog day but more like "the song that never ends"
+++when was the last time you had dejavu?+++
Friday, December 23, 2011
50 questions # 38
38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
Oh holy heck! An easy one!!! I'd rather have more work I enjoy doing! Who wouldn't want to do more of what they love?
When I make jewelry, or knit hats, or arrange flowers I'm not working I'm loving life.
When I'm training pupster I am giving back to society! It's good. My dream job = own a dog training business where the dogs were trained with the love and respect they deserve! I haven't given up on this dream yet I just need to figure out how
+++is your job something you're passionate over?+++
Oh holy heck! An easy one!!! I'd rather have more work I enjoy doing! Who wouldn't want to do more of what they love?
When I make jewelry, or knit hats, or arrange flowers I'm not working I'm loving life.
When I'm training pupster I am giving back to society! It's good. My dream job = own a dog training business where the dogs were trained with the love and respect they deserve! I haven't given up on this dream yet I just need to figure out how
+++is your job something you're passionate over?+++
50 questions # 37
37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
Well since we are living in fantasy land can we assume I have a job I love? Because if I do I'd never quit! I love to feel useful :-) and unless I could volunteer all the time at shelters I'd want my happy job
+++what about you, would you quit?+++
Well since we are living in fantasy land can we assume I have a job I love? Because if I do I'd never quit! I love to feel useful :-) and unless I could volunteer all the time at shelters I'd want my happy job
+++what about you, would you quit?+++
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
50 questions # 36
36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
No! There are things that from the outside that everybody would say are bad (I'm talking to you Ed) but in reality yes the Ed sucks but without it I never would have met my dear friend N. And my mom's cancer yup it sucked and was bad BUT without it I never would have gotten close with my friend Laura, I never would have learned to love biking, I never would have thought to give swimming a chance so was it bad? Yes? No? Hell if I know! I miss my mom EVERY SINGLE DAY but the bible says that God knows the moment you will die the moment you are born, right... So she wouldn't be here any way so at least my life was made a bit brighter by what I've learned. Now as for this broken (but healing hella slowly) foot THAT might be all bad!
+++have you ever looked back at something bad and found the good?+++
(ps the photo??? Equal bad dog)
No! There are things that from the outside that everybody would say are bad (I'm talking to you Ed) but in reality yes the Ed sucks but without it I never would have met my dear friend N. And my mom's cancer yup it sucked and was bad BUT without it I never would have gotten close with my friend Laura, I never would have learned to love biking, I never would have thought to give swimming a chance so was it bad? Yes? No? Hell if I know! I miss my mom EVERY SINGLE DAY but the bible says that God knows the moment you will die the moment you are born, right... So she wouldn't be here any way so at least my life was made a bit brighter by what I've learned. Now as for this broken (but healing hella slowly) foot THAT might be all bad!
+++have you ever looked back at something bad and found the good?+++
(ps the photo??? Equal bad dog)
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
50 questions #35
35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
Because get any group of people together with the same beliefs and sometimes they can't see the forest through the trees. This doesn't only pertain to religions though it is literally any group of passionate people! I fear telling people I'm vegan because so many people have a bad connection to the word and I don't need ANOTHER label of crazy - I can have plenty that I've earned - not from a reputation of a people!
+++is there something about yourself that you don't like "to admit"? Feel free to say it here - no judgement!+++
Because get any group of people together with the same beliefs and sometimes they can't see the forest through the trees. This doesn't only pertain to religions though it is literally any group of passionate people! I fear telling people I'm vegan because so many people have a bad connection to the word and I don't need ANOTHER label of crazy - I can have plenty that I've earned - not from a reputation of a people!
+++is there something about yourself that you don't like "to admit"? Feel free to say it here - no judgement!+++
Monday, December 19, 2011
50 questions # 34
34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
Does pupster count? Because he and I have deep heart to hearts, often! No words needed...
+++do you need words to talk?+++
Does pupster count? Because he and I have deep heart to hearts, often! No words needed...
+++do you need words to talk?+++
Fun Christmas survey
here is a holiday survey i saw on janetha's blog and wanted to do
http://mealsandmovesblog.com/
Eggnog or hot chocolate?
The new polar egg nog seltzer
Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree?
Santa gives us small gifts in our stocking he doesn't wrap those!
Colored lights on tree/house or white?
It changes by the year and this year it's white (is it bad I had to look to remember)
Mistletoe yay or nay
I've never had it!
When do you hang your decorations up?
When I decide it's time and then we must do it THAT MOMENT!
What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)?
My sisters chili was always a favorite back when we went there now we go to the movies and whatever else so no specific anything
Favorite holiday memory as a child?
That my mom got me a cabbage patch kid the year they were the it toy we were poor and I'm not sure what she gave up to get it for me but I loved oriana Edith.
What is on your Christmas wish list?
Ummm a rain barrel, and a bracelet that matches my wedding ring and best of all kisses all day long from pupster
Do you open a gifts on Christmas Eve?
I open pajamas that my mom and now my friend Joey give me! Other than that no - I don't usually open any on Christmas either - not a fan of getting gifts!
How do you decorate your Christmas tree?
This year dollar store ornaments and candy canes (I have not found my Christmas spirit)
Snow? Love it or dread it?
Love walking in it and looking at it but hate shoveling it!
Real tree or fake tree?
Usually fake this year real!
Do you remember your favorite gift?
See up above... Cabbage patch
What’s the most important thing about Christmas for you?
Reminding people how much I love them!
What is your favorite holiday dessert?
Slush puppy
What is your favorite tradition?
Stockings
What tops your tree?
A bulb thing
Do you prefer giving or receiving?
See above I hate receiving!
What is your favorite Christmas song?
Christmas shoes!
Candy canes, yuck or yum?
Yuck
Favorite Christmas movie?
weird, i don’t have one.
What do you leave for Santa?
Nothing
.
Do you have a Christmas morning tradition?
a walk and stockings!!.
Do you prefer to shop on-line or at the mall?
Mostly mall and homemade.
Christmas letter or Christmas card?
Card with a pic
+++answer a couple if you'd like++*
http://mealsandmovesblog.com/
Eggnog or hot chocolate?
The new polar egg nog seltzer
Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree?
Santa gives us small gifts in our stocking he doesn't wrap those!
Colored lights on tree/house or white?
It changes by the year and this year it's white (is it bad I had to look to remember)
Mistletoe yay or nay
I've never had it!
When do you hang your decorations up?
When I decide it's time and then we must do it THAT MOMENT!
What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)?
My sisters chili was always a favorite back when we went there now we go to the movies and whatever else so no specific anything
Favorite holiday memory as a child?
That my mom got me a cabbage patch kid the year they were the it toy we were poor and I'm not sure what she gave up to get it for me but I loved oriana Edith.
What is on your Christmas wish list?
Ummm a rain barrel, and a bracelet that matches my wedding ring and best of all kisses all day long from pupster
Do you open a gifts on Christmas Eve?
I open pajamas that my mom and now my friend Joey give me! Other than that no - I don't usually open any on Christmas either - not a fan of getting gifts!
How do you decorate your Christmas tree?
This year dollar store ornaments and candy canes (I have not found my Christmas spirit)
Snow? Love it or dread it?
Love walking in it and looking at it but hate shoveling it!
Real tree or fake tree?
Usually fake this year real!
Do you remember your favorite gift?
See up above... Cabbage patch
What’s the most important thing about Christmas for you?
Reminding people how much I love them!
What is your favorite holiday dessert?
Slush puppy
What is your favorite tradition?
Stockings
What tops your tree?
A bulb thing
Do you prefer giving or receiving?
See above I hate receiving!
What is your favorite Christmas song?
Christmas shoes!
Candy canes, yuck or yum?
Yuck
Favorite Christmas movie?
weird, i don’t have one.
What do you leave for Santa?
Nothing
.
Do you have a Christmas morning tradition?
a walk and stockings!!.
Do you prefer to shop on-line or at the mall?
Mostly mall and homemade.
Christmas letter or Christmas card?
Card with a pic
+++answer a couple if you'd like++*
Sunday, December 18, 2011
50 questions #33
33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
I seriously have nothin left to lose and yet I'm still scared. I'm afraid to fail - yet I'm pretty sure I'm already failing. At pretty much everything - recovery certainly, being the person I want be definitely, helping world no doubt... Yet, here I stand. Afraid, afraid of taking the steps that will get me in the right direction :-/ humph!
+++have you achieved the goals you had hoped to by the time you were the age you are now?+++
I seriously have nothin left to lose and yet I'm still scared. I'm afraid to fail - yet I'm pretty sure I'm already failing. At pretty much everything - recovery certainly, being the person I want be definitely, helping world no doubt... Yet, here I stand. Afraid, afraid of taking the steps that will get me in the right direction :-/ humph!
+++have you achieved the goals you had hoped to by the time you were the age you are now?+++
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