Wednesday, July 27, 2011
If your heart acquires strength, you will be able to remove blemishes from others without thinking evil of them.
Author: Mohandas Gandhi
As I prepare to move from the only place I've ever called home I've gotten pretty sentimental.
Not for the square footage I'm giving up.
Not for the gorgeous floors.
Not even for THE TREE
But for the blemishes -
The stain on the ceiling from when baby A was startled walking into our hobby room and dropped her oj and it hit the ceiling. (she waited for me to yell - I never did, I laughed until there was nothing left in me)
The corner of my wood stairs where a young dog (my nephews) chewed his fears. (my mom taught me 2 things this day 1. Be smarter than the dog you are dealing with 2. Never tell someone what to be afraid of)
The wall where when the undertaker took my mom her knocked a corner. (this was the moment I ceased to exist in my own eyes)
The hidden paint behind the upstairs sink because a young nephew wanted to help me...
Mid breakdown I called my 8.5 month pregnant niece and asked her to come take pics so I could remember (as if I would ever forget) and she did! And she treated it ad solemnly as I needed her to. And then we went out and laughed about galaxies...
This got me thinking, what is it people love about you. Is it the perfection or the stain on the ceilings? And how can we embrace our own nicks?