Once again

I think to myself "bulimia is a bitch" and it's true.
This morning I am sitting at a hospital waiting to do a barium swallow (and really can you think of a more nasty test? I surely can't) to see how much damage purging has done to my throat. Ridonculous - and more importantly is it going to stop me? I doubt it... WTF?

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